Saturday, September 29, 2007 @5:05 AM
Ive been stucked at home for three days, coz i was not scheduled for work and even if i was scheduled today i just dont feel like goin to work. Maybe its because of the weather that makes me wanna stay at home and do nothing. Well actually i wanna watch movies today with my niece that is if my sister would permit her to go with me.
Since bugs left for school there has been a lot of things that have been happening to me that i never told him and i dont intend to. Since he went back to school everything was different between us, i dont blame him for that. I wanted to be that one person whom he could run to because im his friend. I know that theres a lot of things goin on, on his part too and I dont want to interfere with it. I just let him be. Sometimes i feel like im torturing myself about the situation but i mean i know its for the better.
I got a lot of issues lately with my family especially with my stepdad, but whatever i just ignore it. I mean i am not letting his personality break my spirit. Im on the verge of standing up again on my feet without anybodys help. I have been too dependent with bugs thats why i think i have the every right to be so depress with my life. I have always been that strong person and I still know that I am i just have to get back on track about my priorities including setting my personal emotions aside. Coz mostof the time it is the weakness that i always fell into.
Im still fighting for my existence, but im living with much optimism that everything is gonna be alright and all things will come to its place with its every reason.
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