Wednesday, October 04, 2006 @2:46 PM
I couldnt quite imagine how the year has passed. I never even bothered to write anything.. I realized that everytime I write something on my blog, it would be how many months after or even a year after my last post. Sometimes i thought of putting stuff that has been running through my mind but then when i face the computer, my mind turns blank.
For the past year i have been busy keeping my self busy, literally. But most of the time im with my friends every night just playing badminton. For almost a year i have been crazy over badminton and joined not so many tournaments just to test how far have i improved since the first time i have played the game. I have found many friends and have my self trapped between disputes over religion matters. I dont like it when people judge me for choosing my friends. And it pisses me off when they judge my friends without knowing them. I have been friends with our muslim brothers and sisters. But then again, in every little thing or word i say something about them in front of my so-called christian friends makes my life a little bit more complicated. Most of the time my heart is torn apart when my christian friends say bad things about my muslim friends, and I hate myself for not defending them. Im still struggling over this matter.